No card today and this post is actually mainly for me! In a couple of days it'll be my very first heart-iversary and I'm so thankful I'm here to write about it. I'm thankful to be alive and feel each and every day now is a blessing. Deep breath.........
Last year in April I went in for my annual physical type deal feeling on top of the world! I hadn't been sick, no crazy symptoms of any kind, and was in top notch health - or so I thought. They ran an EKG since I hadn't had one in about (cough) 10 years and they didn't like what they saw. Next step was the cardiologist. Long story short ...........
After a couple of tests I was scheduled for an angiogram. He didn't even get half way through that and threw my butt into a room saying they were going to do open heart surgery/bypass first thing in the morning! Ugh! This wasn't sounding good! Too long to go into all the details but I had open heart surgery/triple bypass that next morning, was in ICU for 16 days due some weird (and very scary) complications, in a rehab facility for two weeks, back home, and then in an outpatient rehab for three months.
It was a very long road to travel - and still is. There are really good days and really dark days. The dark days are the ones where I have to force myself to get up out of bed and move. Well, DUH!!!! Of course, some days are dark......I mean come on.......They go in and saw your sternum apart, termporarily stop the heart, slice your leg open to get all kinds of cute little extra veins or something, do all kinds of weird things with that to repair the heart, get your heart beating once again, wire you back up.... and say you're good to go! Lordy me - but so amazing! The good days are starting to outnumber the bad days a little bit now so that's good I guess.
It's just a very special time for me so, I'm celebrating for the next few days - and as long as I can after that too! One day at a time........ but for now.......the beat goes on..........
Thanks for stopping by........and keep smiling!
Lynn